My hormones abound

So I'm understanding why so many women, when Amalia was younger - a teeny, tiny baby - would say, I want another baby.
I keep seeing photos of babies, see newborns around and think, I want another baby.
I'm NOT going to go out and get pregnant, but I would like another child. Perhaps I can adopt, I would like to have a child close to Amalia's age (a year or two younger).
Now, I know that being able to realistically adopt a newborn as a single mom will be next to impossible, so I'm not even dreaming of that.
And I know that if I get pregnant again, I'll be stuck on bed rest and I certainly CANNOT do that as a single mom. It was tough enough without a baby....And my grandma here to care for me. Now I have a baby and no grandma.
But I certainly have that desire. I'd love to have a little boy. Perhaps someday.